Friday, April 21, 2006


a day passed away.yesterday i wrote a poem.its a part of a longer poem otta on single woman.today life creates more and more single woman oriented families.why?divorces are becoming more prevalent .widows and separated women give support to their children singly.most wmen dont get family support.
there are women who love to remain unmarried.young girls working in media ITfield fashion designing,tvsoaps etc think either they wont get an adjusting husband or its better to be alone.is family a comfort to man and responsibility to women?and woman loves to live with another woman who will cook and help in house keeping.in cities its more convenient.
igo to office now,travelling with an "oonnuvadi" is embarassing....rroads are longer iam heavier my feet legs all feel like chained..or rather heavy like iron beams.
to cross the road is difficult.iam panicked.two days i crossed with a help then stepped on cautiously.this slight variation in health,speed and inner welfare makes a wide gap.ill manage this.but iam thinking abouts lots of people seriously disabled or mutilated.
by the way,poet sachidandan puzhankara asked me to give voice to a documentary.i agreed readily.he came with dr manoj who is a neuro surgeon in chalakkudy. i went to studio canvas read the scrit.
the poem appu included is very toudhing sachi wrote it.he wanted me to dub appus mothers scream...scream of a son lost mother.i was afraid...but i screamed like my soul is transformed and strange noises leapt out from my throat.

o god.......
iam happy also because at leat iam an artist.!

Monday, April 17, 2006

today ppramachandran s joseph came and we created this new blog.the word blog itself was new to me.about newness....why dont why cant we create new selves? me and joseph discussed this.why life is stagnant?
life is not still.it has an actual inherent flow of change...but...

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